uhm,... i feel like shit. my thoughts have been going up and down, usually down, and drastically. i have come to realize a few things, and i'm glad i found them out, as they had been in my mind forever, and i never really knew the term, nor really understood or thought i had that. it has made me feel, distant. i know no one cares. i no know one cares. but i have had to live that way for as long as i can remember. it only sucks that it only took me years to find out, but i can't do anything about it. well... anyways. i'll still continue doing art for sure, and animation, as they bring me life. not meaning or purpose, but happiness. i am quite slow in producing art, but that is because there are many things in my life that distract me, usually my dad, school, and my intrusive thoughts.