you know, everything has gotten better, but this boredom and fear has been staying in my head for a while. maybe summer makes me depressed? ( i genuinely hate the summer ) Even though i'm interacting more with people, i feel more alone, it could be because we share no common interest, and i get my hopes up thinking that we might share something, and then we don't. oh well, life goes on and maybe soon i will find a person in which i can call a true friend...

still enjoying doing art tho, I absolutely love it, and my heart pumps with happiness when animating, or drawing.